Girlz oh my lord! girls...

Surprising me everyday. Look, after a terrible relationship that had me loosing my trust in girls and certainly in me, there's two days ago, i was thinking that I've found someone who could make me wonder if I really lost my energy. I was terribly depressive and desperate in front of my own future, stuck in IT (computer) college forever, spending my whole life in front of a computer, writing thoughtless things such as

begin
For i=1 to 5 do
t[i] + 1;
end;

Interesting huh? "What the hell am I supposed to do?" the next question was "Where the hell am I heading at?"

But that previously-said girl came into my life, she came from nowhere and at a moment of my life I'm the most enclosing everything I feel, everything I say, torturing me from the inside. She came when I was starting to gradually heal (thanks Am). Exept the fact that it's kinda IMPOSSIBLE to phone her, to see her, to have lunch with her, to everything with her...

Okay, that's okay, I'm cool, she's a girl, there are so many of them on earth, after 2 weeks, I don't have nothing to grab on, and actually, I just don't have to grab. what am I looking for then? What am I writing all this thing on deviantart for??? well, life is the first UFO in ... my life ! Don't ask about the "what for?", ask about "How to involved in it" or "how to get over it all" ..................

What does SHE think? Hey man, that's one of those questions you better don't ask a friend told me.

Yeah right...


Anyway, two weeks along, sure it's not changing nothing in my life. So I'm still a fashion designer wannabe and I can tell my watchers or visitors that I wasn't lazying around these last days. I may scan some DA soon. Take care everyone and stay tuned